Boredom - The Killer

Boredom kills u from within...I've been experiencing it lately from the last two months....I joined this new firm under the impression of being alone and working peacefully. Little did i know that i will not exist here with loneliness giving me company.

I worked under tremendous pressure in a larger organisation for almost two years with people around me and a boss who kept bullying his employees at every step. So to escape the pressure and insults showered on me, every time I enter his cabin, I took up this job. Initially it was peaceful, I was getting relaxed. It was like a rejuvenating vacation for me. But day by day sitting in the office alone with no other human being to talk to began giving me creeps.

As i'm a person who cannot keep my mouth shut for long, the whole idea of joining here proved me wrong.  I like dancing around, cracking jokes and keeping the atmosphere happy around me. But here if i dance around and talk loudly and crack jokes maybe my boss will think I escaped from an asylum and joined here. So to prove myself stable and a serious character i keep my mouth zipped and stare at the computer screen unblinkingly whenever my boss passes my desk. 

And guess what....all my made up persona impressed him. Shit and now I curse myself everyday for being so overly sincere at work. So the only thing that keeps me going is Mr. Mark Zuckerberg's creation..."THE FACEBOOK"....Yes i'm most obliged to him for this. I can keep myself busy when I dont have any work (which is mostly).

And I get taunts from everywhere saying don't you have any work???..Do you get paid for chatting whole day..so on and so forth...Folks I'm frustrated sitting alone in this goddamn office and this is the only thing dat keeps me alive...Sometimes books come happily with their sweet faces and make me happy...Guys I know i can always count on you when the world turns its back on me...

Wait a minute...am i going senti??..See the effects of being alone....Take my advise do not be alone even if you feel like....Plss...I've been there and just wanna get this over with....