As the title reads "Being Unpredictable", that is how i really am. I have always surprised myself at every step, every moment of my life.
Always being confused on what i actually want and in the end thinking, "Is that what i really wished to happen?!". Jumping on the wrong opportunities, saying things at the wrong time and then regretting, " I shouldn't have said that or did that..!!". I may have options to choose from but i am sure i would choose the wrong one. That is why i always need a second opinion, specially two of my very closest friends with whom i can share anything and everything. Because they actually know me better than i know myself. They show me the right way which can lead to my destination. Be it which dress to wear or the kind of guys i ought to be dating. You name your problems and they are ready with the solutions.
Unpredictability is so blended in my nature that it is hard to let go. It seems i am born with it. I cannot name it a disability but then sometimes i do feel that i am handicapped because of it. Born an Aquarian I have read that they are unpredictable in nature but is to so true that you cannot make your life changing decisions and depend on others for opinions always!!
For eg: I was never sure of my career. After getting done with my HSC, i had to study and work at the same time. There is this friend of mine whose mum came up with a correspondence course of BBA from a recognized university. She told me that it will help me as I would be working at the same time and there wont be any time to attend lectures. Secondly my friend also would be taking up the course so there will be company. I was like..."oh yeah gal...this is it!!...I am gonna do a Bachelors in Business Administration .woaahh".The counselor told us that we can complete the course in a period of 7 years. In case we are not able to attempt the examinations regularly. I laughed at her saying we wont take that long. But that was one of my biggest goof ups.
2 years down the line and i still didn't complete my first year, my friend who along with me took up the course got married and she left it without completing!!. I was not sure whether i will ever complete my grads. It took me 3 years to regain confidence and apply for a Bachelors in Arts with Mumbai University. All because of my colleague turned friend who said that i am wasting my years in deciding.
Maybe being unpredictable and not able to decide for your own self are completely two different things. But both aptly describe my character, the way i am. But sometimes when you end up doing silly things by being unpredictable, you can have a good laugh later.
Always being confused on what i actually want and in the end thinking, "Is that what i really wished to happen?!". Jumping on the wrong opportunities, saying things at the wrong time and then regretting, " I shouldn't have said that or did that..!!". I may have options to choose from but i am sure i would choose the wrong one. That is why i always need a second opinion, specially two of my very closest friends with whom i can share anything and everything. Because they actually know me better than i know myself. They show me the right way which can lead to my destination. Be it which dress to wear or the kind of guys i ought to be dating. You name your problems and they are ready with the solutions.
Unpredictability is so blended in my nature that it is hard to let go. It seems i am born with it. I cannot name it a disability but then sometimes i do feel that i am handicapped because of it. Born an Aquarian I have read that they are unpredictable in nature but is to so true that you cannot make your life changing decisions and depend on others for opinions always!!
For eg: I was never sure of my career. After getting done with my HSC, i had to study and work at the same time. There is this friend of mine whose mum came up with a correspondence course of BBA from a recognized university. She told me that it will help me as I would be working at the same time and there wont be any time to attend lectures. Secondly my friend also would be taking up the course so there will be company. I was like..."oh yeah gal...this is it!!...I am gonna do a Bachelors in Business Administration .woaahh".The counselor told us that we can complete the course in a period of 7 years. In case we are not able to attempt the examinations regularly. I laughed at her saying we wont take that long. But that was one of my biggest goof ups.
2 years down the line and i still didn't complete my first year, my friend who along with me took up the course got married and she left it without completing!!. I was not sure whether i will ever complete my grads. It took me 3 years to regain confidence and apply for a Bachelors in Arts with Mumbai University. All because of my colleague turned friend who said that i am wasting my years in deciding.
Maybe being unpredictable and not able to decide for your own self are completely two different things. But both aptly describe my character, the way i am. But sometimes when you end up doing silly things by being unpredictable, you can have a good laugh later.
